Don't you see that these things had to happen, that the Messiah had to suffer and only then enter into his glory?" Then he started at the beginning, with the Books of Moses, and went on through all the Prophets, pointing out everything in the Scriptures that referred to him.

Torah - 5 books of Moses
where is Yeshuah in the Torah
in gospel of John  Christ call himself as the bread of Life  - in Exodus Manna is the "bread " that God has provided  - the hidden manna in the Holy of Holies  depicting the future coming of a "bread of life"
the provision of God

in the Offering the bloody affairs of killing of bull lamb and goats - for the atonement of sin
Yeshuah - "God's Salvation"  the Lamb of God (unblemished) shed his blood and die for our sin and take away our sin












Leviticus - High priest  -  Yeshuah 

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Tevet 11, 5771 Brit Chadashah

Weekly Torah Reading
Parashat Vayechi ("and he lived")

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ!  According to his great mercy,  he has caused us to be born again to a living hope  through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, ⁴to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and  unfading,  kept in heaven for you, ⁵who by God’s power are being guarded  through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. ⁶In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by  various trials, ⁷so that  the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by   fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ.   Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory, ⁹obtaining ⁾ the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls.

This is a Test: 'Bad People' - God Put Them There Just For Us ...

In every one of our lives there are people who mess with our minds and hearts. Believe it or not, God put them there. They're there for our benefit.

This is no crazy talk. It can be backed up biblically via examples from Joseph to Jesus. Although the Apostle Paul talked about his "thorn in the flesh," that "messenger of Satan" that was sent to buffet him (2 Corinthians 12:7-10), he too knew full well that the truth is God allows these people and challenging situations in our lives for our betterment.

This is Wonderful News
We are not at all very apt at seeing the silver lining to our very near and resplendently dark thunder clouds, are we?

We will most usually struggle to see the 'good news' in people who've set their hearts and minds against us, to expose or depose us. But, if it wasn't for these people we wouldn't have the opportunities to meet the challenges that God knows we can meet. We'd miss vital growth junctures that are part of our God-willed destiny. We can see it as God forming us via eternal discipline.

The writer of Hebrews hit on this very point:
No discipline is enjoyable while it is happening - it's painful! But afterward there will be a peaceful harvest of right living for those who are trained in this way.    ~Hebrews 12:11 (NLT).

The point is we have to allow ourselves to be trained in this way. It comes natural to no one.

An Exercise in Execution
We cannot get better at spiritual practice without applying it. We need to get our minds and hearts involved in the practice of new ways of living if we're to master them.

Perhaps this exercise in question - seeing a nemesis as someone sent from the very hand of God - is best accomplished in spending some time reflecting over the role one of these people has played, and is indeed playing in our lives perhaps now.

This is the practice, it is hoped, toward spiritual enlightenment whereby God might tip into us some level of his own holy revelation. We might consequently begin to see the overall purpose of this evil against us in conforming from it, goodness.

broad rainbow from heaven down to earth

choosing a right backpack/ packing luggage

  

15 Nov

14 nov

11 nov

Swift

keep seeing the word SWIFT

Samsung SSD vs HDD

ATX motherboard

Size of mother is scaling down ... smaller and smaller
 

confirmation?

came back from thanksgiving dinner
@SIA Sports Club

PS George reveal a change of date for next year trip starting 11:Nov


A confirmation?   or more to come  double 11

a double fulfilling ?

interesting

2 days in a row went to check my hand phone
 and saw on the screen , time  at

     11:11

is that a sign?

Shofar Callin': The Rosh Hashanah song

Parshat Emor

myrrh and trade route

Myrrh is the dried oleo gum resin of a number of Commiphora species of trees. Like frankincense, it is produced by the tree as a reaction to a purposeful wound through the bark and into the sapwood. The trees are bled in this way on a regular basis.

The princial species is Commiphora myrrha, which is native to Yemen, Somalia, and the eastern parts of Ethiopia. Another primary species is C. momol. The related Commiphora gileadensis, native to Israel/Palestine and Jordan, is the biblically referenced 'balm of gilead'.                                             

myrrh tree 

balm of Gilead (gĭl'ēəd), name for several plants belonging to different taxonomic families. The historic Old World balm of Gilead, or Mecca balsam, is a small evergreen tree (Commiphora gileadensis, also once called C. opobalsamum) of the family Burseraceae (incense-tree family) native to Africa and Asia and the source of the commercial balm of Gilead; it is referred to in the Bible in Jer. 8.22. The Ishmaelites from Gilead were bearing balm when they bought Joseph from his brothers. Balm of Gilead is still in high repute for healing in some countries.

 
The origins of myrrh and frankincense can be  traced to the Arabian Peninsula. The region which produces frankincense, myrrh, cassia and cinnamon,

The Magi, carrying myrrh, frankincense, and gold, came from the East: Arabia. The frankincense trade route, with transport by donkeys and later by camel caravans, reached Jerusalem and Egypt from the Dhofar region of what is today Oman, through Yemen, turning north to follow the Red Sea coast. It is likely that the same or similar species of the resin-bearing plants grew across the Red Sea in the area that is now Somalia and Ethiopia, while the collection of the gum resins was initiated in Arabia.      

We seek God to solve the issues related to material life. Saul was about to receive the greatest opportunity of his lifetime. He was about to be crowned as king of Israel. His life would never be the same. What was he concerned about? His donkeys. We don't have to be worried about the material things of life if we are about the things He's called us to do.
God called Saul to be the next king in order to free the people from the Philistines. God sent a messenger, the prophet Samuel, to inform him of his new career. The messenger also had to ease his mind about his donkeys. Donkeys often represent commerce in the Bible. They were the primary means of transporting goods; therefore, in essence, what was Samuel saying to Saul? He was saying, "You don't need to worry about your business if you respond to the call of God on your life. All the material things will take care of themselves."
When God calls us, it often involves making major adjustments in our lives. Saul went from one kind of business to another. He went from working for his father to being a king. 

had a dream was carrying a baby girl (my own girl)
she way small when i was carry her , i measure here with measuring tape she was 121cm
i spell her name in my dream (given by her mother??)
cannot remember when i woke up

this is 2nd time i dream of carry baby
what is it Lord ?

The 4 four traditional shofar blasts.Tekiah, Shevarim, Teruah, Tekiah Gadolah.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEhRo2V9CjI&NR=1

Shoah

				Shoah is a nine-hour film completed by Claude Lanzmann in 1985 about the Holocaust (or Shoah). Though Shoah is conventionally classified as a documentary film, watch @ National museum of singapore 12 June  2010 Fri, 7.30pm (11 Jun, Part 1) 13 Jun 2010 Sat, 10.30am (12 Jun, Part 2) Sat, 2.30pm (12 Jun, Part 3) some useful info http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shoah_%28film%29 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Treblinka_extermination_camp

something new...

soak a cut off root portion of lemon grass in water for a few days
and root starts to apear follow by the shoot,  got some soil and plant  it in  a small plastic cup

7 weeks to sinai

My sister got me this free phone thru renewal of her mobile contract

Anxiety and stress are perhaps the No. 1 cause of muscle twitching, which is also known as benign fasciculation syndrome. Benign means the muscle twitching will not develop into anything serious. Fasciculation is the medical term for muscle twitching. Syndrome means that typically, a lot of muscle twitching is also accompanied by muscle cramps, muscle aches and some tingling. But these other symptoms come on after the person starts excessively worrying that the muscle twitching is a sign of a deadly disease.

We are genetically hardwired to physiologically react to a crisis situation. Our muscles are on standby to jump into action. But contemporary stress is different from ancient stress. Today, we don't need to be ready for the charging bison or hissing snake. But just the same, our bodies are under siege by other forms of anxiety: job stress, paying bills, foreclosure threats, protecting teens from drugs and sex, marital problems, traffic jams, business meetings, etc. It's no wonder that our muscles are always jumping.

אני אוהבת אותך ואנו צריכה אותך

Tzedek, tzedek tirdof (צֶדֶק צֶדֶק תִּרְדּף): "Justice, Justice you shall purse" (Deut. 16:20)

Then I heard another voice from heaven saying, "Come out of her, my people, lest you take part in her sins, lest you share in her plagues;
(Rev 18:4)
 

 

today at 1 john service matthew ch 5
after service song "renew my life Lord Jesus" was sang and alter call was made
i went forward  Ps fuman prayed for me and tears came rolling down

An interesting dream today

..... I was walking on a railway  and came to a container the officer inside was filling fuel into a machine
(is that a train stopped run out of fuel?)  i contd to walk reach a small town with residential house .. a gathering of people outside, I ask  a man he told me that i must go to a certain place to buy fuel  and walk into a house
unsure i ask a young girl, she said it is very rural place takes a day to travel to and fro. then i was pacing around with to empty plastic container (for Fuel)  not knowing how to get there and without handphone to call for transport. so i walk into the house to look for the first man i talk to and saw a lot of people inside the house.....
 I woke up feeling the tension from the dream..................

God in the Rock

Psalm 105:41
He opened the rock, and water gushed out; like a river it flowed in the desert. NIV
That’s a picture of God’s provision for His people, Israel. In the forty years of their wandering through the wilderness, a dry and barren land where there were no pools, no rivers, no streams, where water was almost non-existent. God provided water for them in abundance. He provided it in a most unlikely way. He provided it out of a rock.
When you look at a rock in the desert as I’ve looked at it countless times, it seems so hard, so unyielding, so little good could come out of it. But in the disguise of the rock we understand that God Himself was with the people. God Himself was the rock and out of Himself there came His provision for His people in abundance.
It was important that Israel knew how to approach the rock. At one time Moses was commanded to strike it. At another time he was commanded to speak to it, and when he approached the rock in faith and obedience, out of that seemingly hard and unyielding rock there came an abundance of water that flowed like a river in the desert.
It’s often so in our lives, where in a time of barrenness when provision seems lacking, but God is there. He’s there in the form of a rock. He’s there in a form of something that seems hard and unyielding, something that we could complain about. But when we recognize God in it and approach Him in faith and obedience, then the rock becomes the source of our provision. - Derek Prince

1 day trip to JB 24/2/2010

lunch@   五福城的北京楼 next to sutera mall with my x-colleague
 website :  http://www.pekin.com.my/


head back to city square to watch  锦衣卫 
Cantonese version 
RM11 per head  around S$4.5   WOW

 

JP painting together our future

God provides for whom he sends

1King 17
You shall drink from the brook, and I have commanded the ravens to feed you there."
 So he went and did according to the word of the LORD. He went and lived by the brook Cherith that is east of the Jordan.
And the ravens brought him bread and meat in the morning, and bread and meat in the evening, and he drank from the brook.
And after a while the brook dried up, because there was no rain in the land. Then the word of the LORD came to him, ..........
Behold, I have commanded a widow there to feed you."


Behold the Lord God is our provider

Every Day Is A Good Day

Let me share with you a strategy I use to avoid being flooded with feelings of  gloom,  depression and fear.

Every day is a good day.
But when I'm experiencing a day full of frustrations,
I don't call it a bad day, I call it an "interesting" day.
This habit keeps me From being overwhelmed With negative emotions.

Why does this work?
Repetitive thoughts and words create feelings.
Those feelings create a positive or Negative behavior pattern.

If I tell myself it's a bad day, I began to feel defeated and exhausted.
If my day has one issue after another, If I tell myself it's an "interesting" day.
This keeps me open to gratitude, hope, solutions, Resiliency,and sometimes even a sense of humour.

I try to monitor my words when I'm feeling in a slump so I can avoid those
"knot in your stomach - stressful - anxious - Sickening - I'm losing it" feelings.

I had one of those "interesting" days recently
And reminded myself to stop,Do some deep breathing and re-group.

If you're having an "interesting" day,
Let these words minister to you. Sometimes the children are screaming,
The boss is irritating, The traffic is slow and The bill collectors won't go.

Sometimes you feel strong and confident.
Sometimes you're full of regrets and wonder where all the time went.

Sometimes you feel like you want to give up.
Sometimes you're too tired to move 'cause you have so much to do.

Sometimes you're lonely and wonder if love will ever come.

Sometimes you're glad to be alone to think your own thoughts.

Sometimes life is easy and sometimes hard.

Today be grateful that you've come this far.
Breathe in peace, faith and hope.

All the answers...I do not know.But I'm here to say,
count your blessings. Don't give up. You can make it.

Little miracles happen each day.
Don't miss them because you're focusing On your pain, frustrations and fears.

Constantly work on the five main things you need to live in peace and harmony

1) faith,
2) family and friends,
3) finances,
4) good health    and
5) your life purpose.

Without these in your life... Life can drive you crazy.

completion of mending of spalling concrete 

with painting over the green 

with Nippon carnation white

repainting the yellow today 

(satelite speaker hanging while the paint dries)

Big Catch

today i take a walk at the punggol river,
as i walk towards the only guy fishing there , just when i reach when he is
He reel up a big cat fish, length of it roughly from my elbow to the finger tip
what good timing....   hmmm.  BIG CATCH .

绞股蓝   Fiveleaf Gynostemma Herb

1）降血压，降血脂，降血糖。（2）抗动脉硬化、抑制血栓形成，治疗心血管疾病。（3）安神养性，延缓衰老，改善脑力活动，提高大脑机能。（4）活化人体正常细胞，减肥胖、健脾胃、解疲劳，有镇静，催眠、抗紧张作用，治疗偏头疼。（5）抗癌防癌，抑制杀灭癌细胞。增强人体血液中淋巴细胞的活性，增强人体的免疫功能。（6）消除激素类药物的毒副作用。（7）消炎．抗肠、胃溃疡和肿疡。

 少数患者服药后，出现恶心呕吐、腹胀腹泻（或便秘）、头晕、眼花、耳鸣等症状

 

conference

attended  An ordinary man in extraordinary times
speaker : Bill Crowder, Seems to recap my walk in the years
He talk abt  God removing comfort zone
CONDITION

       the Verse "seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness"
PROMISE

       "and everything will be added onto you"  

and training in the Desert
and Faith to trust that God is our source of Provision

Something in my heart is resonating, i start to count since i took the golden handshake 2003 ?  coming to 7 years.

             something good is going to happen 

something good is in store 

 

spalling concrete

epoxy paste A+B 

hacking and brushing off excess sand

mending with , epoxy paste

finish with cement and plaster

Rainbow covenant

what a season... from september 2009  till january 2010

this evening while taking a walk saw a beautiful  rainbow  remember Covenant God promise to Noah  also adam and avraham

Gen 8    Never again will I punish the earth for the sinful things its people do. All of them have evil thoughts from the time they are young, but I will never destroy everything that breathes, as I did this time.  As long as the earth remains, there will be planting and harvest, cold and heat; winter and summer, day and night.

"Be fruitful and multiply and fill the earth.....

  I have set my bow in the cloud, and it shall be a sign of the covenant between me and the earth.

P told me on phone receiving the word Noah Ark today

Revelation and Dreams

4th Jan 2010
Lesson 1 of Revelation at HOP
Ps George teaches this book from a Jewish perspective

A Book written by a Jewish name John for the Jewish about their Jewish Messiah Yeshuah

woke up from a dream with a close up mouth seeing  set teeth with a yellowish decay in the front tooth


RECAP . saw P in my dreams last week that she was unwilling to talk hiding something from me.