Saturday, March 13, 2010

today at 1 john service matthew ch 5
after service song "renew my life Lord Jesus" was sang and alter call was made
i went forward  Ps fuman prayed for me and tears came rolling down

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

An interesting dream today

..... I was walking on a railway  and came to a container the officer inside was filling fuel into a machine
(is that a train stopped run out of fuel?)  i contd to walk reach a small town with residential house .. a gathering of people outside, I ask  a man he told me that i must go to a certain place to buy fuel  and walk into a house
unsure i ask a young girl, she said it is very rural place takes a day to travel to and fro. then i was pacing around with to empty plastic container (for Fuel)  not knowing how to get there and without handphone to call for transport. so i walk into the house to look for the first man i talk to and saw a lot of people inside the house.....
 I woke up feeling the tension from the dream..................

Monday, March 08, 2010

God in the Rock

Psalm 105:41
He opened the rock, and water gushed out; like a river it flowed in the desert. NIV
That’s a picture of God’s provision for His people, Israel. In the forty years of their wandering through the wilderness, a dry and barren land where there were no pools, no rivers, no streams, where water was almost non-existent. God provided water for them in abundance. He provided it in a most unlikely way. He provided it out of a rock.
When you look at a rock in the desert as I’ve looked at it countless times, it seems so hard, so unyielding, so little good could come out of it. But in the disguise of the rock we understand that God Himself was with the people. God Himself was the rock and out of Himself there came His provision for His people in abundance.
It was important that Israel knew how to approach the rock. At one time Moses was commanded to strike it. At another time he was commanded to speak to it, and when he approached the rock in faith and obedience, out of that seemingly hard and unyielding rock there came an abundance of water that flowed like a river in the desert.
It’s often so in our lives, where in a time of barrenness when provision seems lacking, but God is there. He’s there in the form of a rock. He’s there in a form of something that seems hard and unyielding, something that we could complain about. But when we recognize God in it and approach Him in faith and obedience, then the rock becomes the source of our provision. - Derek Prince

Thursday, February 25, 2010

1 day trip to JB 24/2/2010


lunch@   五福城的北京楼 next to sutera mall with my x-colleague
 website :  http://www.pekin.com.my/


head back to city square to watch  锦衣卫 
Cantonese version 
RM11 per head  around S$4.5   WOW

Sunday, February 21, 2010

 
JP painting together our future

Friday, February 19, 2010

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

God provides for whom he sends

1King 17
You shall drink from the brook, and I have commanded the ravens to feed you there."
 So he went and did according to the word of the LORD. He went and lived by the brook Cherith that is east of the Jordan.
And the ravens brought him bread and meat in the morning, and bread and meat in the evening, and he drank from the brook.
And after a while the brook dried up, because there was no rain in the land. Then the word of the LORD came to him, ..........
Behold, I have commanded a widow there to feed you."


Behold the Lord God is our provider

Thursday, February 04, 2010

Every Day Is A Good Day

Let me share with you a strategy I use to avoid being flooded with feelings of  gloom,  depression and fear.

Every day is a good day.
But when I'm experiencing a day full of frustrations,
I don't call it a bad day, I call it an "interesting" day.
This habit keeps me From being overwhelmed With negative emotions.

Why does this work?
Repetitive thoughts and words create feelings.
Those feelings create a positive or Negative behavior pattern.

If I tell myself it's a bad day, I began to feel defeated and exhausted.
If my day has one issue after another, If I tell myself it's an "interesting" day.
This keeps me open to gratitude, hope, solutions, Resiliency,and sometimes even a sense of humour.

I try to monitor my words when I'm feeling in a slump so I can avoid those
"knot in your stomach - stressful - anxious - Sickening - I'm losing it" feelings.

I had one of those "interesting" days recently
And reminded myself to stop,Do some deep breathing and re-group.

If you're having an "interesting" day,
Let these words minister to you. Sometimes the children are screaming,
The boss is irritating, The traffic is slow and The bill collectors won't go.

Sometimes you feel strong and confident.
Sometimes you're full of regrets and wonder where all the time went.

Sometimes you feel like you want to give up.
Sometimes you're too tired to move 'cause you have so much to do.

Sometimes you're lonely and wonder if love will ever come.

Sometimes you're glad to be alone to think your own thoughts.

Sometimes life is easy and sometimes hard.

Today be grateful that you've come this far.
Breathe in peace, faith and hope.

All the answers...I do not know.But I'm here to say,
count your blessings. Don't give up. You can make it.

Little miracles happen each day.
Don't miss them because you're focusing On your pain, frustrations and fears.

Constantly work on the five main things you need to live in peace and harmony

1) faith,
2) family and friends,
3) finances,
4) good health   
and
5) your life purpose.


Without these in your life... Life can drive you crazy.

Monday, February 01, 2010

completion of mending of spalling concrete 
with painting over the green 
with Nippon carnation white

repainting the yellow today 
(satelite speaker hanging while the paint dries)

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Big Catch

today i take a walk at the punggol river,
as i walk towards the only guy fishing there , just when i reach when he is
He reel up a big cat fish, length of it roughly from my elbow to the finger tip
what good timing....   hmmm.  BIG CATCH .

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

绞股蓝   Fiveleaf Gynostemma Herb

1)降血压,降血脂,降血糖。(2)抗动脉硬化、抑制血栓形成,治疗心血管疾病。(3)安神养性,延缓衰老,改善脑力活动,提高大脑机能。(4)活化人体正常细胞,减肥胖、健脾胃、解疲劳,有镇静,催眠、抗紧张作用,治疗偏头疼。(5)抗癌防癌,抑制杀灭癌细胞。增强人体血液中淋巴细胞的活性,增强人体的免疫功能。(6)消除激素类药物的毒副作用。(7)消炎.抗肠、胃溃疡和肿疡。

 少数患者服药后,出现恶心呕吐、腹胀腹泻(或便秘)、头晕、眼花、耳鸣等症状

 


Thursday, January 14, 2010

conference



attended  An ordinary man in extraordinary times
speaker : Bill Crowder, Seems to recap my walk in the years
He talk abt  God removing comfort zone
CONDITION
       the Verse "seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness"
PROMISE
       "and everything will be added onto you"  

and training in the Desert
and Faith to trust that God is our source of Provision

Something in my heart is resonating, i start to count since i took the golden handshake 2003 ?  coming to 7 years.
             something good is going to happen 
something good is in store 

 

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

spalling concrete



epoxy paste A+B 

hacking and brushing off excess sand


mending with , epoxy paste

finish with cement and plaster













Monday, January 11, 2010

Rainbow covenant

what a season... from september 2009  till january 2010
this evening while taking a walk saw a beautiful  rainbow  remember Covenant God promise to Noah  also adam and avraham


Gen 8    Never again will I punish the earth for the sinful things its people do. All of them have evil thoughts from the time they are young, but I will never destroy everything that breathes, as I did this time.  As long as the earth remains, there will be planting and harvest, cold and heat; winter and summer, day and night.

"Be fruitful and multiply and fill the earth.....




  I have set my bow in the cloud, and it shall be a sign of the covenant between me and the earth.




P told me on phone receiving the word Noah Ark today

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

Revelation and Dreams

4th Jan 2010
Lesson 1 of Revelation at HOP
Ps George teaches this book from a Jewish perspective

A Book written by a Jewish name John for the Jewish about their Jewish Messiah Yeshuah


woke up from a dream with a close up mouth seeing  set teeth with a yellowish decay in the front tooth


RECAP . saw P in my dreams last week that she was unwilling to talk hiding something from me.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

after casting away the gifts to break bondage got a scary feeling in my sleep
next day dream of old man with dark skin,
felt a strong spiritual connection with the disposing of the gift

Saturday, December 12, 2009

tiring and painful week  becos of a scum / predator

Thursday, December 10, 2009

... lie down at 3 plus toss and turn till 4 woke up at 6plus
many things goes thru the mind......

O Lord ....

Friday, December 04, 2009

what a week 2-3 Dec attend Rabbi teaching
4th Dec mentor session in the afternoon
and watch movie

Saturday, November 28, 2009

It is ALL about GOD  not about me

Friday, November 27, 2009

When God calls you into a new endeavor you will find that God will anoint you in areas you considered your weakest traits. God turns shepherds like Moses into leaders of nations. He turns farmers like Gideon into reformers. He turns impetuous and unstable personalities like Peter into leaders that can transform a culture and lead a movement.
Whenever God does a new thing in a life, those who knew them before notice the change. Quiet people become bold. Poor speakers learn to become great communicators. Those who were never leaders before become the new leaders. This is the way of God.
When God looks at an individual, He looks at their future, not their past. He is always looking at the person He has created you to become, not the person you are now. When Samuel anointed the young shepherd boy, David, to be the next king of Israel, it would be years before this would happen. However, God already knew who he was to become.
How does God view your life? What is the destiny He has chosen you to fulfill?

Thursday, November 26, 2009

@ Esplanade




Indian Festival of Arts 

Esplanade

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

what do you see?


I read a book title "What is Money " in the library today
the author  explain the moment of shares price with the picture on the left.   a boy walking up hill with a yoyo.
if we focus on the day to day price moment it is like we are looking at the yoyo up and down, up and down and we get upset when the price of the share goes down for the day. we miss seeing that though the yoyo is going up and down the boy is still constantly going uphill.

How often in our walk we focus on the daily yoyo swing but focusing on the daily problem and issue ,thus losing focus on God .

 Prayer
Dear God, So many things just look impossible. Sometimes I wonder how I will make it through this journey or how will we survive ? But, when I stop concentrating on the problem and look to You and Your promises, I am relieved. For I know that all things are possible through You. You are in control and will make all things work to the good for those who love You. Thank You for those promises and for the "breath of fresh air" I feel in knowing You are here with me, for me, and in me through Your Holy Spirit. In Yeshuah' name, amen.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

picking fruits

"So I gave you a land on which you did not toil and cities you did not build; and you live in them and eat from vineyards and olive groves that you did not plant"
(Josh 24:13).

When something unusual happens in our daily life experience it is a time to tune in to your spiritual antennae. God is often at work. So, I prayed, "Lord, what are you saying through this?" The answer came quickly: "I have called you to walk a specific path. I will bring the fruit to you. All you will have to do is pick it up and stay on my path for you. That is what it means to abide in Me."
     
The people of Israel conquered the Promised Land as a result of obedience, not sweat, toil, or natural talent. In our work life call, He desires to give us fruit from our calling when we fulfill the unique purpose for which God made us.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009





  


My first attempt soaking garlic in apple cider


Allicin, a potent natural antibiotic found in garlic. It is a powerful antibacterial and antiviral agent. Garlic has been credited with fighting heart disease and lowering blood pressure. As a natural pain relief, capsaicin in chili also aids in cardiovascular system and reduce pain in osteoarthritis and rheumatoid .

Saturday, March 13, 2010

today at 1 john service matthew ch 5
after service song "renew my life Lord Jesus" was sang and alter call was made
i went forward  Ps fuman prayed for me and tears came rolling down

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

An interesting dream today

..... I was walking on a railway  and came to a container the officer inside was filling fuel into a machine
(is that a train stopped run out of fuel?)  i contd to walk reach a small town with residential house .. a gathering of people outside, I ask  a man he told me that i must go to a certain place to buy fuel  and walk into a house
unsure i ask a young girl, she said it is very rural place takes a day to travel to and fro. then i was pacing around with to empty plastic container (for Fuel)  not knowing how to get there and without handphone to call for transport. so i walk into the house to look for the first man i talk to and saw a lot of people inside the house.....
 I woke up feeling the tension from the dream..................

Monday, March 08, 2010

God in the Rock

Psalm 105:41
He opened the rock, and water gushed out; like a river it flowed in the desert. NIV
That’s a picture of God’s provision for His people, Israel. In the forty years of their wandering through the wilderness, a dry and barren land where there were no pools, no rivers, no streams, where water was almost non-existent. God provided water for them in abundance. He provided it in a most unlikely way. He provided it out of a rock.
When you look at a rock in the desert as I’ve looked at it countless times, it seems so hard, so unyielding, so little good could come out of it. But in the disguise of the rock we understand that God Himself was with the people. God Himself was the rock and out of Himself there came His provision for His people in abundance.
It was important that Israel knew how to approach the rock. At one time Moses was commanded to strike it. At another time he was commanded to speak to it, and when he approached the rock in faith and obedience, out of that seemingly hard and unyielding rock there came an abundance of water that flowed like a river in the desert.
It’s often so in our lives, where in a time of barrenness when provision seems lacking, but God is there. He’s there in the form of a rock. He’s there in a form of something that seems hard and unyielding, something that we could complain about. But when we recognize God in it and approach Him in faith and obedience, then the rock becomes the source of our provision. - Derek Prince

Thursday, February 25, 2010

1 day trip to JB 24/2/2010


lunch@   五福城的北京楼 next to sutera mall with my x-colleague
 website :  http://www.pekin.com.my/


head back to city square to watch  锦衣卫 
Cantonese version 
RM11 per head  around S$4.5   WOW

Sunday, February 21, 2010

 
JP painting together our future

Friday, February 19, 2010

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

God provides for whom he sends

1King 17
You shall drink from the brook, and I have commanded the ravens to feed you there."
 So he went and did according to the word of the LORD. He went and lived by the brook Cherith that is east of the Jordan.
And the ravens brought him bread and meat in the morning, and bread and meat in the evening, and he drank from the brook.
And after a while the brook dried up, because there was no rain in the land. Then the word of the LORD came to him, ..........
Behold, I have commanded a widow there to feed you."


Behold the Lord God is our provider

Thursday, February 04, 2010

Every Day Is A Good Day

Let me share with you a strategy I use to avoid being flooded with feelings of  gloom,  depression and fear.

Every day is a good day.
But when I'm experiencing a day full of frustrations,
I don't call it a bad day, I call it an "interesting" day.
This habit keeps me From being overwhelmed With negative emotions.

Why does this work?
Repetitive thoughts and words create feelings.
Those feelings create a positive or Negative behavior pattern.

If I tell myself it's a bad day, I began to feel defeated and exhausted.
If my day has one issue after another, If I tell myself it's an "interesting" day.
This keeps me open to gratitude, hope, solutions, Resiliency,and sometimes even a sense of humour.

I try to monitor my words when I'm feeling in a slump so I can avoid those
"knot in your stomach - stressful - anxious - Sickening - I'm losing it" feelings.

I had one of those "interesting" days recently
And reminded myself to stop,Do some deep breathing and re-group.

If you're having an "interesting" day,
Let these words minister to you. Sometimes the children are screaming,
The boss is irritating, The traffic is slow and The bill collectors won't go.

Sometimes you feel strong and confident.
Sometimes you're full of regrets and wonder where all the time went.

Sometimes you feel like you want to give up.
Sometimes you're too tired to move 'cause you have so much to do.

Sometimes you're lonely and wonder if love will ever come.

Sometimes you're glad to be alone to think your own thoughts.

Sometimes life is easy and sometimes hard.

Today be grateful that you've come this far.
Breathe in peace, faith and hope.

All the answers...I do not know.But I'm here to say,
count your blessings. Don't give up. You can make it.

Little miracles happen each day.
Don't miss them because you're focusing On your pain, frustrations and fears.

Constantly work on the five main things you need to live in peace and harmony

1) faith,
2) family and friends,
3) finances,
4) good health   
and
5) your life purpose.


Without these in your life... Life can drive you crazy.

Monday, February 01, 2010

completion of mending of spalling concrete 
with painting over the green 
with Nippon carnation white

repainting the yellow today 
(satelite speaker hanging while the paint dries)

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Big Catch

today i take a walk at the punggol river,
as i walk towards the only guy fishing there , just when i reach when he is
He reel up a big cat fish, length of it roughly from my elbow to the finger tip
what good timing....   hmmm.  BIG CATCH .

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

绞股蓝   Fiveleaf Gynostemma Herb

1)降血压,降血脂,降血糖。(2)抗动脉硬化、抑制血栓形成,治疗心血管疾病。(3)安神养性,延缓衰老,改善脑力活动,提高大脑机能。(4)活化人体正常细胞,减肥胖、健脾胃、解疲劳,有镇静,催眠、抗紧张作用,治疗偏头疼。(5)抗癌防癌,抑制杀灭癌细胞。增强人体血液中淋巴细胞的活性,增强人体的免疫功能。(6)消除激素类药物的毒副作用。(7)消炎.抗肠、胃溃疡和肿疡。

 少数患者服药后,出现恶心呕吐、腹胀腹泻(或便秘)、头晕、眼花、耳鸣等症状

 


Thursday, January 14, 2010

conference



attended  An ordinary man in extraordinary times
speaker : Bill Crowder, Seems to recap my walk in the years
He talk abt  God removing comfort zone
CONDITION
       the Verse "seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness"
PROMISE
       "and everything will be added onto you"  

and training in the Desert
and Faith to trust that God is our source of Provision

Something in my heart is resonating, i start to count since i took the golden handshake 2003 ?  coming to 7 years.
             something good is going to happen 
something good is in store 

 

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

spalling concrete



epoxy paste A+B 

hacking and brushing off excess sand


mending with , epoxy paste

finish with cement and plaster













Monday, January 11, 2010

Rainbow covenant

what a season... from september 2009  till january 2010
this evening while taking a walk saw a beautiful  rainbow  remember Covenant God promise to Noah  also adam and avraham


Gen 8    Never again will I punish the earth for the sinful things its people do. All of them have evil thoughts from the time they are young, but I will never destroy everything that breathes, as I did this time.  As long as the earth remains, there will be planting and harvest, cold and heat; winter and summer, day and night.

"Be fruitful and multiply and fill the earth.....




  I have set my bow in the cloud, and it shall be a sign of the covenant between me and the earth.




P told me on phone receiving the word Noah Ark today

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

Revelation and Dreams

4th Jan 2010
Lesson 1 of Revelation at HOP
Ps George teaches this book from a Jewish perspective

A Book written by a Jewish name John for the Jewish about their Jewish Messiah Yeshuah


woke up from a dream with a close up mouth seeing  set teeth with a yellowish decay in the front tooth


RECAP . saw P in my dreams last week that she was unwilling to talk hiding something from me.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

after casting away the gifts to break bondage got a scary feeling in my sleep
next day dream of old man with dark skin,
felt a strong spiritual connection with the disposing of the gift

Saturday, December 12, 2009

tiring and painful week  becos of a scum / predator

Thursday, December 10, 2009

... lie down at 3 plus toss and turn till 4 woke up at 6plus
many things goes thru the mind......

O Lord ....

Friday, December 04, 2009

what a week 2-3 Dec attend Rabbi teaching
4th Dec mentor session in the afternoon
and watch movie

Saturday, November 28, 2009

It is ALL about GOD  not about me

Friday, November 27, 2009

When God calls you into a new endeavor you will find that God will anoint you in areas you considered your weakest traits. God turns shepherds like Moses into leaders of nations. He turns farmers like Gideon into reformers. He turns impetuous and unstable personalities like Peter into leaders that can transform a culture and lead a movement.
Whenever God does a new thing in a life, those who knew them before notice the change. Quiet people become bold. Poor speakers learn to become great communicators. Those who were never leaders before become the new leaders. This is the way of God.
When God looks at an individual, He looks at their future, not their past. He is always looking at the person He has created you to become, not the person you are now. When Samuel anointed the young shepherd boy, David, to be the next king of Israel, it would be years before this would happen. However, God already knew who he was to become.
How does God view your life? What is the destiny He has chosen you to fulfill?

Thursday, November 26, 2009

@ Esplanade




Indian Festival of Arts 

Esplanade

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

what do you see?


I read a book title "What is Money " in the library today
the author  explain the moment of shares price with the picture on the left.   a boy walking up hill with a yoyo.
if we focus on the day to day price moment it is like we are looking at the yoyo up and down, up and down and we get upset when the price of the share goes down for the day. we miss seeing that though the yoyo is going up and down the boy is still constantly going uphill.

How often in our walk we focus on the daily yoyo swing but focusing on the daily problem and issue ,thus losing focus on God .

 Prayer
Dear God, So many things just look impossible. Sometimes I wonder how I will make it through this journey or how will we survive ? But, when I stop concentrating on the problem and look to You and Your promises, I am relieved. For I know that all things are possible through You. You are in control and will make all things work to the good for those who love You. Thank You for those promises and for the "breath of fresh air" I feel in knowing You are here with me, for me, and in me through Your Holy Spirit. In Yeshuah' name, amen.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

picking fruits

"So I gave you a land on which you did not toil and cities you did not build; and you live in them and eat from vineyards and olive groves that you did not plant"
(Josh 24:13).

When something unusual happens in our daily life experience it is a time to tune in to your spiritual antennae. God is often at work. So, I prayed, "Lord, what are you saying through this?" The answer came quickly: "I have called you to walk a specific path. I will bring the fruit to you. All you will have to do is pick it up and stay on my path for you. That is what it means to abide in Me."
     
The people of Israel conquered the Promised Land as a result of obedience, not sweat, toil, or natural talent. In our work life call, He desires to give us fruit from our calling when we fulfill the unique purpose for which God made us.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009





  


My first attempt soaking garlic in apple cider


Allicin, a potent natural antibiotic found in garlic. It is a powerful antibacterial and antiviral agent. Garlic has been credited with fighting heart disease and lowering blood pressure. As a natural pain relief, capsaicin in chili also aids in cardiovascular system and reduce pain in osteoarthritis and rheumatoid .